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Yep, Completely forgot about this place. Not really much to talk about today. Just 4th of July weekend coming up and Family coming over. Thing is, All I want is be off the radar in my family. I have no emotional attachment to them anymore. Might sound too good to be true, but if you were in my shoes, believe me, not another second goes by without feeling you're just and inconvienence. 

But enough with the emotional, drama crap. As long as you guys know, family is important. Don't be like me. Stay close with them, especially those who don't treat you like an inconvienence when you shine. Make your 4th of July weekend something special and make the best memories you can with them. Cherish them forever and pass on those experiences with your future children so they have a chance to feel what those days were like and so they can feel like can feel motivated to make memories like that one day. 

I know what you guys are thinking "Says the guy who wants to be off the radar" or "Says the guy who is barely around" Well let me tell you something, at least my words isn't crap and I really meant it. Have a good weekend you guys.

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  • Playing: Piano
Hey guys! 
How are things? It's been a while and I'm still in collage in my fourth year now. Well, since I've been taking part-time, my time in graduating will be a couple more years but I'm leaving this on a positive note. Sure some want to graduate as soon as they can, however do you know the saying "Slow and Steady Wins the Race"? Well, I just want to make sure I would be able to be fully prepared on my journey when I graduate. 

ANYWAY, ASIDE FROM THAT, I just uploaded a new piece of artwork called "Determine". Practicing using Charcoal and I seem to have the grasp of using it. Although it may not be like a how an expert charcoal artist would make, but I'm pretty happy with this, so tell me what you guy think about it :la:

Determine by TheRush05

For those who live around in New York, I hope you guys are doing alright in this storm. It's so windy that its shaking my floor upstairs as the rain is slamming against the windows. Stay indoors and stay safe! Damn Nor'easter Storms! :iconffffplz:
  • Playing: Piano
(Using phone right now, sorry if there is bad spelling)
Normally, i would draw more, but this Art Block is in my way. Anyone got Dynamite? I've been making more music on FL Studios to help me be in a certain mood to at least help build motivation to draw more. I have been little by little with my work. Ah, like i said to my friend, i'll figure something out.

I feel like i am complaining. Sorry about that! xD um, LATER FOR NOW!
:bulletgreen::bulletred:Merry Christmas!!!:bulletgreen::bulletred: 

Good Morning guys, it's 1:01 AM on my end, I made a SLIGHT update on my Artwork "Protect" 
Protect by TheRush05

I made changes, just made the line art a little cleaner. SO I'm going to update this piece tomorrow after Christmas morning. I know that this month has been hell for me since College just finished on Monday on December 21st. Feeling burned out, and not motivated for Christmas or anything! I was pretty ticked off college took too friggen long and not enough time to have transition from School to Family time. Luckily, I got some of the spirit of the holidays back since I had enough time to breathe since everything was up to my neck. I apologize for the negative thoughts constantly so lets transition from this to the positive now! :la:

Yesterday, My dad and the kids came over. But you know? My brother and my sisters have grown A LOT! WOW! In addition, my baby sister learned how to walk like a pro now! Where has time gone? Where did it go? Well, at least this time, I can catch up with them again. As an older brother to them, they need me. It's the perfect time to create a bond between us. Make every moment count you guys! Spend time with your family, and reinforce that bond stronger because you may never know what tomorrow may bring. :heart:

:bulletred::bulletgreen::bulletred::bulletgreen:MERRY CHRISTMAS! AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! :bulletgreen::bulletred::bulletgreen::bulletred:

-Trevor (TheRush05)
Hey! How are things for everyone? Sorry again for barely being on but the semester is almost done for classes at college. I know its late to say this, but I added some assignments I've done for 2D Design class on here so you guys are more then welcome to check them out in my gallery anytime. Speaking of my gallery, I'm debating whether or not I should take down some really old submissions I have in there and update them or something. It's just awfully quiet here, you know? It would be cool if there was someone to chat with on here, however, in reality there is always something to do away from the computer. I guess I'm changing in a way and supposedly it's a good thing, and at the same time, it's kind of a bad thing. Realizing being away from the computer really impinges me more socially online and submitting stuff.

Sorry for the rambling, just wanted to type what's been going on. I should be heading home now since its exactly 7:30 PM (EST). I'm still at college, I was researching famous artists (not on DeviantArt) for a presentation such as Joseph Albers or Albert H. Munsell. They both researched color and created Color Theory. Something like that. Anyway, thanks for reading this! It makes this place more lively a little ^^ 
Short Journal. Sorry about my last Journal entry, plus, the heat is killing me. Making new cards. Losing Motivation (thanks to the heat). Having a Heat Wave. How are you guys? and Yes, my mind is blank tonight lol
  • Listening to: Eminem: Like Toy Soldiers
Able to go to the Beach? Play in the Pool or are you guys just sitting on your butts doing your thing. Meh, I understand. I don't know why, but every summer I am looking forward to a thunderstorm or something since the Humidity level is unbearable.

All those Fuckers known as Trolls: Wimp :icontrollfaceplz:

Pretty much, I really have no fucks to give because lately I'm not feeling like myself at all. Just Headaches (Eye Strains), Stress and some more bullshit coming soon lol Eh, who gives a damn about me? NOBODY! :la: (Just everyone's shadow in this fucked up reality. :la: )How are you guys holding up? I hope you guys don't go through bullshit this summer and enjoy yourselves. o3o 

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OH yeah, just to put this out there, have you guys ever wondered why that every time you want to put a journal down on DeviantArt and all of a sudden you kinda lose your motivation in an instant? I was curious if you people ever came across that lol.
  • Listening to: Eminem: Like Toy Soldiers
(A Yugioh Survivor)

Lately, I got myself back into Yugioh Cards ever since my best friend, one of the survivors, in my neighborhood told me he plays. I haven't played Yugioh for YEARS. Last time I played was WAY before I was introduced to the internet. I was about 8 years old when I last dueled someone.
ANYWAY, I was wondering if you guys were okay with my posting some of my own cards I created? Don't worry, I put my name on the bottom of the cards ALWAYS. I figure being creative in a way to put my artwork for the cards can be something different. In addition, it gives me something to do for the summer... o.o





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A LITTLE HISTORY (For the Hell of it lol):
At the time, I had a lot of good friends in Maryland that always gather around with me to duel each other, or go play by Tree Fort. (Its like a place for us to hang out since to us it was like a tree house...but no "house", just a wooden wall with dirt that held up a huge tree lol...The fort was pretty big, not some small size area.)
But ever since I moved back here to New York, holy crap there was no duelists but one......ONE! lol 
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  • Listening to: Big Room House 2014
  • Reading: ?
  • Watching: Inuyasha: Final Act
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2.5
  • Eating: ?
  • Drinking: Water
Sorry, been doing a project for a presentation on a persuasive speech...AND THE FINALS lol I'll upload my artwork after I get settled with everything, okay? I'm sorry for not responding in such a long time D: :iconsadfaceplz:
  • Listening to: Big Room House 2014
  • Reading: ?
  • Watching: Inuyasha: Final Act
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2.5
  • Eating: ?
  • Drinking: Water

Colored Pencils for my artwork...(please comment)

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 14, 2015, 5:10 PM
Fantastic. You know, I've been thinking...I should colored pencils (not the cheapo ones) plus, I got some at the College...however these are the color sensitive ones sadly.

You know this submission I made for Valentines Day?

  (Valentines Day Picture #1)Before Trevor was Born by TheRush05

I kinda Colored it...a little bit...Would you guys like to see it? I am not the best at Colored Pencils, but It's the best I can do to bring some color.

Give me an answer, I am hesitant to post because I fear it would kill the "feel" in my style. Although I am curious on what you think...

  • Listening to: Big Room House 2014
  • Reading: ?
  • Watching: Inuyasha: Final Act
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2.5
  • Eating: ?
  • Drinking: Water

Good Day o3o

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 27, 2014, 11:07 AM
I have no idea what to put in this Journal, but I am testing this out. 

-sips coffee- So now that I deleted my journals from November 2014 - September 2011, I am starting fresh. Sorry for all the trouble that I caused. I will make journals here and there. I mean it IS a journal. Although my skills need improvement, I will take the opportunity to practice more on my break. 

Thinks I        MIGHT        PLAN ON DOING:
- Point Commissions (ONLY 2 COMMISSIONS since I am somehow overwhelmed easily...)
- Art Trades (again...2 TRADES)
- Making a Group
- Do my own thing (the usual lol )

then MAYBE learn how to make flash games...MAYBE. But those things, again, I might plan on doing. 

STAY WARM GUYS and drink some Hot Chocolate for the Winter. :la:

  • Listening to: Big Room House 2014
  • Reading: ?
  • Watching: Inuyasha: Final Act
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2.5
  • Eating: ?
  • Drinking: Water